Almost two years after front line chemo and one year after clinical trial, walking into chemo office still makes me nauseous. Although I'm only here for blood work I vividly remember appointments, being sick, anxiety, frustrations and tears ... well and some funny times too! (great friends and family who cared for me and sweet friends i met. My dear friend Rose now gone and wondering about Sarah.)
It is just that I know so much hinges upon the results of me being here. Just trying to relax, be grateful I'm on the other side for now and pray the pokes continue to be for blood work only!
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